We knew this week would be tough as we had to put several days between our time in Topeka in order for me to heal from the c-section. Most of the time we do fine, but every once in a while the urge to drive north is almost physically overwhelming! Thank goodness for the 24 hour phone access to his nurse and doctors, as we call and get updates several times a day.
Ethan has been able to have some "tummy time" which we haven't been able to see, but we can't wait to see his tiny diapered bottom sticking up in the air! He's getting closer to kicking the jaundice, which will be great to see him without that light and mask on his face. He does fine breathing room air, but sometimes he simply forgets to breathe! With a little more time, he'll be able to conquer that as well. And we're hoping our genetics will kick in and he'll start packing on the weight.
The feeling of being torn between the loves of your life is indescribable. We want to be in Topeka 24 hours a day, but at the same time our presence there doesn't accomplish much right now. As he grows and needs more maternal stimulation, we'll be there more, but for now little Trent needs us as he prepares for a big milestone in his own life….the first day of kindergarten.
This weekend we'll begin the trips back and forth to Topeka about every 2-3 days. We're hoping the hectic schedules and travel will make the time pass quickly and soon enough, we'll bring our baby Ethan home to complete our little family.
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